Today, company starts their 3 weeks of renovation over weekends…

This week is painting and drilling week… I wonder how my office going to be like after the painting… Install fans all over the office and hope the fans can work for us… Ha ha…

Around 3 pm just now, all the colleagues already started to be panic and packed their stuffs… As for me, I stay very cool and keep on doing my work… Ha ha… =X

Boss already remind us that we need to go off at 5.30 pm sharp as their doing power shutdown on time… Hence, at 5 pm, I still can happily works around the office and help my colleagues to put newspaper and cover up some colleagues and AM’s desk while my own desk didn’t even cover yet.

At 5.15 pm then I started to cover my desk with newspaper!!! Spending 15 minutes to get everything settle…

After work, going back to school for extra lesson… I’m totally dried up… First time spending Friday feeling so dried up… NO TGIF for me this week…

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As usual, back to work after one day rest… Rest is forever not enough…

How I wish I can rest more…

As usual, busy busy and keep on busy…

I need more rest…

Today, I’m on MC due to my back very painful… Super painful… I guess it is going year end soon and this is why keep on raining...

This is also why I keep suffering back pain… I already prepare my heart for the upcoming operation in December which I have been waiting for a very long time and I also plan of what am I going to do and etc…

However, since yesterday this unknown number called my mobile so many times and I called back yet no one pick up my call and today I received 2 same number as yesterday as missed call again…

I called this number again yet no response… When I’m going to see doctor to take MC just now, I try my luck to call this number… It is answered by the other party and the moment I heard is from SGH… Tata… I sure know there is nothing good news from them and can sense that they will postpone my operation again…

What I guess is correctly… Indeed, my specialist doctor postpone my operation from December to next year January which mean I need to re-shuffle and re-plan my original plan again due to this…

Seriously hope that nothing is affected after I re-plan…

Everyone is my FB is talking about Michael Jackson (MJ)’s world tour concert, “This is it” whereby he got no chance to perform live for his fan anymore…

This is why the team who involved in this concert decided to convert it into a movie and let MJ’s fan to feel the intimate portrait of MJ which you never seen him before, to be presented exclusively for a two-week limited engagement around the world. MJ’s THIS IS IT will offer MJ fans and music lovers worldwide a rare, behind-the-scenes look at the performer as he developed, created and rehearsed for his sold-out concerts that would have taken place beginning this summer in London's O2 Arena. Chronicling the months from April through June, 2009, the film is drawn from more than one hundred hours of behind-the-scenes footage, featuring Jackson rehearsing a number of his songs for the show. Audiences will be given a privileged and private look at the singer, dancer, filmmaker, architect, and genius as he creates and perfects his final show.

As for me, I just know him by name, read his news through newspaper or by watching news… Seriously, I’m not a fan of his nor I know his songs well…

However, when I watch this movie… Is totally an eye opening and WOW movie…

He really KING OF POP!!!
He know what he wants in this concert and bring out his best out of his best for his fan who going to watch his concert…
He really put a lot of efforts for this concert and wants his concert to be have a perfect outcome cause he know what he wants and he plan everything for his concert…
I’m totally amazed by the song trailers which he is going to sing at his concert…

However, sadly to say that he plan everything so perfectly yet he got no chance to perform it live for his fans and audiences to watch it…

Love is a mystery. We embrace it where we can. Mostly we do not choose whom we love. It just happens. A voice speaks to us, in the ways that ear cannot hear. We recognise a beauty that the eyes does not see. We experience a change in our hearts that no voice can describe.

I bought 2 books today which I have been yearning and aiming for… Ha ha… =X

Is good to read once again!!! (:

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Everyone in the office saw my poor knee cap been bandage… =/

My knee cap still in pain~
So do my back…

Not sure what’s wrong with my back for the past few weeks… Keep giving me problem… >.<”

Sleep early, I’ll get headache when wake up…
Sleep late, I’ll not get enough of rest… Tired and etc…

I just wish the pain will stop…

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You are always faithful when we stay unfaithful to You…

When I’m in lack… Your blessing came in time…
When I’m down… You are always there for me… Comfort me… Love me…

Thank you for your unconditional love, God…

One is enough… That’s is YOU!!! No one else but YOU!!! =)

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times not realising he was using a spanner.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father.....
with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'

The man was so hurt and speechless;
he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.
Devastated by his own actions.......
sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches;
the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life & remember this:

Things are to be used and people are to be loved..
The problem in today's world is that people are used while things are loved.
Let's try always to keep this thought in mind:
Things are to be used,
People are to be loved.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions..
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny..

A lot of things are left unsolved, unexplained and unspoken…

Human beings choose to avoid than take up the courage to face the problem which in them…

Can I stop myself being so nice to others???
Can I stop myself being putting others first than my own self???

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When one of my classmate SMS me and tell me that exams results for August is out while I’m the way home back from school just now…

My heart is pumping very fast… Real fast… I hate to see myself keep on failing again and again… Sometimes, I asked myself why I keep on failing and failing… When then I’ll pass and graduate??? I don’t want keep on PAP (pay and pay) to the school…

Many times, I wanted to give up… I can’t afford to see myself keep failing and waste money of repeating again and again but still I didn’t give up cause I already come this far… Few more steps ahead… I’m going graduate soon… Why give up at this point of time…

There are two reasons behind of why I didn’t give up… One is for my dad… One is my deceased uncle who I closed to… My dad once told me that no matter what happened, I must died died get a diploma certificate… When I heard what he told me, I feel so pressure and I share this to my 2 cousins… One cousin who lives with us while another one who lend me money to study my diploma course and both of my cousins tell my parents on how I feel and etc… My mum even asked my dad not to pressure me… This is where my dad again talk to me that if I really cannot then don’t force myself to study but I told my dad that no matter what happened, I’ll complete my course as I already come this far… Why give up at this point of time???

My deceased uncle who I closed to… He always encourage his children, nieces and nephews to further study as much as they can… He always say that education is something which cannot save (in the sense of money wise) and it’s for your own good in the future…

It’s really not easy to study and work at the same time… It’s really a struggle for me to balance myself between work/study/family and health… It’s really tough… People always say life is tough and etc… This sentence, I don’t deny it… I know my life is tough but there are others whose life is much more tougher than my life… Compare theirs with mine, mine just small peanut…

I took 4 papers in total in August… 2 main papers while another 2 is re-exams paper…

After the whole exams, I know that I’ll pass 1 out of 4 papers which is one of the re-exams paper… 2 main papers are really hard and killing paper… 2 re-exams paper, both of them are really easy and I know I’ll fail one of them because I didn’t really study properly and no much time for me to study also due to I’m sick during the point of time… Sick during exams is really cannot make it, totally cannot focus at all…

When I’m back home after lesson… I immediately on my laptop and check my results… I’m so surprised that I passed 2 papers out of 4 papers…

My cousin thinks I’m mad when I’m so happily see my results… =X

The 2 killing main papers are Management Accounting and Financial Management… Both papers is really hard to the maximum and a lot of people failed in these 2 modules… This is why people hates these 2 modules… Me also hate these 2 modules… =.=”

To my surprised,  I’m managed to conquer and pass Financial Management… PTL

As for my 2 re-exams paper, the one which I say will fail really fail and I need to re-module this failed subject… My friend say I’m stronger cause I can conquer 4 papers at the same time which is not easy at all…

He said if he were me, he sure cry… Ha ha… =X

Beside the two reasons I mention above… I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to God for been there for me…

My parents, my cousin and friends for believing me that I can do it and keep on encouraging me…

Thank you to all who pray for me… Appreciate it and love you all very much!!! :)

Endure one more month, my supervisor will be back from maternity leave… I’m counting down to this day so that this ‘acting’ head won’t be so ACTION further more after my supervisor is back…

Let her ACTION for one more month then she can stop all her stupid and childish way of work…

People help her during this period of time when my supervisor is away yet she don’t appreciate…

It’s OK and FINE… This type of person not worth for me to get angry at all and is a waste of my time to argue or quarrel with such person…

Though my days is really bad cause of some spoiler but overall, I’m still happy cause I bought 2 new shoes at West Mall after work with two of my colleagues… =)

At the same time, I end my Monday with leader asking me how am I and how’s my life…

Also… A MSN conversation with my classmate just now… I’m so blessed to have her in my life…

Crystal says:
I pray hard hope u can win this OP
I don want to loss my good fzen
I care all of my dear fzen

After reading it, I wept as I’m touched by her words and at least, I know I’m not ALONE walking in this path… I know I’m not ALONE to fight this battle…

My parents, friends and loved one are with me, be there for me whenever I needed them the most, walking with me, encouraging me to keep on and keeping on… Continue to fight this battle with FAITH…

Most importantly, I got God with me… I shall not FEAR and WORRY!!!

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Your presence is so strong today and I thank God for Pastor for preaching today’s sermon and is really touches my heart…

Thank you for Pastor praying for me… It’s have been a long time since I last wept in the presence of God…

Yes, I’m facing a lot struggles with a lot of things in life now…
Yes, I can’t stop worrying of what will happened in 2 months time from now till December…

Health after operation, parents, finance…
Above all else… I lifting up everything to You, God…

After long wait… The lift outside my house finally start its operation today…

I’m so happy about it cause it just few steps away from my house to the lift… =X

I was hoping it will starts it operation by December so that it will be convenience for me after my operation…

Didn’t I know it started today and it really bring a lot of convenience for all of us… =)

Ever since she came to us… She really bring a lot of joy into our family…

Everyday seeing her growing up, is really a greatest joy ever…

Though she is naughty sometimes, her little cute action can really makes us laugh and all our anger, tiredness at work is all gone because of her little cute action… =)

Times files and she going celebrating her first birthday soon…

It’s seem like yesterday, we just celebrated her baby shower and eyes blink, she going celebrating her first birthday soon…

A successful business man was growing old and knew it was time to choose a successor to take over the business. Instead of choosing one of his Directors or his children, he decided to do something different. He called all the young executives in his company together.

He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I have decided to choose one of you. "The young executives were shocked, but the boss continued. "I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one very special SEED. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back here one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have given you. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next CEO."

One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story. She helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed. Everyday, he would water it and watch to see if it had grown. After about three weeks, some of the other executives began to talk about their seeds and the plants that were beginning to grow.

Jim kept checking his seed, but nothing ever grew. Three weeks, four weeks, five weeks went by, still nothing. By now, others were talking about their plants, but Jim didn't have a plant and he felt like a failure..

Six months went by -- still nothing in Jim's pot. He just knew he had killed his seed. Everyone else had trees and tall plants, but he had nothing. Jim didn't say anything to his colleagues, however. He just kept watering and fertilizing the soil - He so wanted the seed to grow.

A year finally went by and all the young executives of the company brought their plants to the CEO for inspection. Jim told his wife that he wasn't going to take an empty pot. But she asked him to be honest about what happened. Jim felt sick to his stomach, it was going to be the most embarrassing moment of his life, but he knew his wife was right. He took his empty pot to the board room. When Jim arrived, he was amazed at the variety of plants grown by the other executives. They were beautiful -- in all shapes and sizes. Jim put his empty pot on the floor and many of his colleagues laughed, a few felt sorry for him!

When the CEO arrived, he surveyed the room and greeted his young executives.

Jim just tried to hide in the back. "My, what great plants, trees, and flowers you have grown," said the CEO. "Today one of you will be appointed the next CEO!"

All of a sudden, the CEO spotted Jim at the back of the room with his empty pot. He ordered the Financial Director to bring him to the front.. Jim was terrified. He thought, "The CEO knows I'm a failure! Maybe he will have me fired!" When Jim got to the front, the CEO asked him what had happened to his seed - Jim told him the story. The CEO asked everyone to sit down except Jim. He looked at Jim, and then announced to the young executives, "Behold your next Chief Executive Officer! His name is Jim!" Jim couldn't believe it. Jim couldn't even grow his seed.

"How could he be the new CEO?" the others said. Then the CEO said, "One year ago today, I gave everyone in this room a seed. I told you to take the seed, plant it, water it, and bring it back to me today. But I gave you all boiled seeds; they were dead - it was not possible for them to grow. All of you, except Jim, have brought me trees and plants and flowers. When you found that the seed would not grow, you substituted another seed for the one I gave you. Jim was the only one with the courage and honesty to bring me a pot with my seed in it. Therefore, he is the one who will be the new Chief Executive Officer!"

* If you plant honesty, you will reap trust

* If you plant goodness, you will reap friends

* If you plant humility, you will reap greatness

* If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment

* If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective

* If you plant hard work, you will reap success

* If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation

* If you plant faith, you will reap a harvest

So, be careful what you plant now;

it will determine what you will reap later.

"Whatever You Give To Life, Life Gives You Back"

I simple love Monday sometimes…

No Monday blue…

Always kept myself busy at work and its take my Monday blue away… =)

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Is not dependent on your friends and acquaintances.

Is not dependent on your material possessions.

Is not dependent on how people view you.

Is not dependent on what people have done to you.

Is not dependent on failures and even successes.

But...

Is dependent on your mind's thinking.

Is dependent on your will.

Is dependent on you. Yes, you.

So...

What are the things in life that are making you unhappy today?

What are you going to do about your decision to continue to be unhappy?

What can you change and what are the things that you can't change?

And...

Have you decided to put everything aside and be happy for who you are and what you have now?

Therefore...

Make a decision today.

Today, is not a good day for me…

I been ‘say’ by my colleague for something is not my fault become my fault…

I’m totally pissed off when I tell the person and talk to them nicely yet they talk to me with attitude tone…

Somemore, is their fault yet they can deny and don’t admit…

Good and very good to encounter such person in my life…

I don’t understand myself… Why I can treat people so nicely yet they don’t show any appreciation…

Today, we lunch in to have our weekly healthy sandwiches day…

Pretty good and healthy… =)

After work, went Clementi to have sushi with my 2 colleagues…

We went to the building which is newly open yet nobody want to go there…  Ha ha…

We went sakae for sushi and the promotion is like colour plates is all $1 each while the blue plate is $2.29 each and red plate is $5.59 each…

In total, 3 of us eat 21 colour plates, 4 blue plates and 1 red plate…

When we wanted to call for bill, as the staff counting the plates…
One of my colleague interrupt her by asking whether there is further discount and when the staff don’t have…

She asked my another colleague whether we eat 11 colour plates of sushi, my colleague say ‘ya ya’…

Therefore, instead of paying $50+++ for the 21 colour plates, we just pay $39+++ for 11 colour plates…

Opps… This is not good…

Today, I’m not sure what happened to me… I feel so lazy while in class…

Lazy until I lay on the table to pay attention what my lecturer is teaching and concentrate on the lesson…

No matter what many times I try to get up, sit straight and pay attention in class… I simple can’t do it…

I just want to lay on the table… Lazy to the maximum…

Really cannot make it… >.<”